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PAIN! PAIN! PAIN!

Pain?Pain?Pain?Is it really that pain?Wat pain is that?Im oso not sure?Is it bcz my knee or working or family issue.I just have a lot a lot a lot questions on my mind.Is just that those question in my heart that cant be explain...wat i needs to continue?Only have one answer i oso not sure.

Really sometime have ask my heart wat i need to do.Actually have the confirm answer but must be more realistic. I left KL edy almost 17 months.Yesterday really is the 1st time that i cey in front of my mom. Im oso not sure wats the reasons to make me cry, maybe is my knee is too painful. But i didnt thk too much, i just know i need to cry. After cry and spoken out all the difficulties to my mom i felt much more better.

I felt much more better now. Hope everythings will go smooth and fine.

My Life is Changing??????

Is really a long time didnt view here, is total forget here or there is other reason?For me i also not sure....

Today is Saturday, I didnt go out, just a simple reason would like to stay at home and did somethings. After I log in realised should post something over here long time ago but not manage to do it.Now had to start to do it. ;p

My life i just can said i never never never think that i had this kind of life before. Although is the hard time for me but this life make me feel i gain more and more...

I should think everyone will agreed with me that friday night is a night that should ask friends out for a drinks or gathered together to chat how's life,fashion,  happy hour, clubbing....etc till the early next morning. I think last time i will do that also, but now should be changed. I thk all of my closed friends will never ever believe that 1:45am at this moment at this mintues i just back from JB and not by using any tranportation. Winnie, Audrey and me at this time, we are walking from the JB Kastam to Singapore Kastam.I think we have the same thinking why we will do that which is we must success. Friends are you agreed with me?

Sometimes i oso cant imagine i can packed a  bag with all product and went to JB just for a make up class. Is a vvyvyvyvy hot day, even morning have to work. After work, immediately get the bag from City Hall went to JB for make up class even don't care whether how late i am, just ahve the feeling that must get some of the new knowledge. I really did it. At least now is not professional but definately is better that last time. From do not know how to trimming  and draw eyebow till now i can do it by myself.

Life is changed, hope from here i can get what i want to be. Friends lets be hardworking to achieve what we want. Ganbateh... See you all at the top.

My Feelings

Was long time, didnt open dis blog and update all information to all my lovely frz.First of all, juz like to send up all my best wishes to all my lovely frz especially those who are getting marry soon and those who are leave the single life towards to couple life....Dis is the only chances that i can send up all my wishes and said a simple word to u all "CONGRATULATIONS" friends.

Life was pass very fast, i was here are one year.I was not reliase that all the serounddings was change a lots......No matter friends, working, envirnment.......Is it d time to do sumthings that i nid to do?

Go ahead to facing it or dont broder abt it?I really do not have any idea.Is they anyone i cn chat wif?Really would like to chat wif someone?Is there any1? who cn chat wif me :'( Anyone feel free plz cal me ok

Sometime will thk is it need to bk normal life?Bk hometown to go fir better life?NO!i dunt thk my life will bk to the life that im not willing to go wif.

I thk is time to change my life? Now actually a lot of things is cnt be do more...That is no thanks after u get all things done wrong or rite!Even that is onli things when done wrong onli will be have blame n diffirent attitude to treat u....

Was sad is not because of dis, or others, juz im oso not sure wht im really sad too. Juz feel to rest, especially no nid to thk of a lot of things......Let me have a good rest on my brain.

A Bad Experience

Travelling izit a good and happy memories to every1.For me is i con grauntee and 100% to said yes....But that's a bad experience fo rthe whole trip as well.....Sometimes will thk that to pick a goos and well known travel agent is very important....No matter is the name or the time table for the whole trip!!!!!

i was join dis Dynasty Travel Agent to start my Korea Journey on 22 Oct.I was thk dis is a good travel agent from the whole trip that's not much of shopping and more sightseeing. That's good dis is wht i looking into......Not much of shopping.Dis trip was go 4 places in korea (There is diffirent state)

Im very happy anf enjoy the 1st destination which is Jeju Isaland.From the food to tourist attraction, tour guide everything is perfect. No matter is the arrangement on hotels, foods.....so on....That's y im very enjoy even is a bit rush but is really cn see a lot.... After d 1st day in Jeju i found out that in Korea around 6pm was like 8pm in Msia or Sin.

After the 1st destination, i took flight  bk to Seoul and continue my second destination.At d airport, there is start sum argument regading Sharon was not satisfied that tour guide left d whole team in airport and brang 2 ppl to hospital.  No matter how, i was thk we r d whole team we have to help each others as well cz Joanne is really pain on d painess.is no bluff.But i cn said luckily she went to hospital.By d way, we oso have to wait for the bus cz d bus is a bit small to us to go deagu.

Sharon was call to Singapore Agent n make complain.Crassandra (managing director of TA in Korea) was immediately met us up in d airport and settle d whole issue.She was bring us to a shopping centre while waiting Joanne and settle one of the places the we should visit.

Around 7pm,we went 4 our dinner, 8pm was continue our jounery to Deagu.Dis is a 5 hours trip to Deagu.Was unable 2 sleep early we were had a good chat wif each other to bulid up our friendship.After that, we started to joke and bring up some question to guess d answer.

we were playaful till 12am....Outside was raining n d journey is a bit long....By 12am we start sleepy. Our Tour Guide was d 1st ppl to fall asleep, me is 2nd and follow by peace and Ken. But we still cn heard others of our groupmaate to ask question like Auntie Annie was ask tour guide :how long more to go then we arrive our destination", tour guide was answer that " 10 more min, we will be thr"

when she ask i was still awake. around 1220am d van was hit to the left side then turn to d rite side to hit on d roadside......All d screaming, blooding, painess all cu 2gther.but we do not know wht to do include me.....Onli Madeleine is d one who very cool down n asked us to go off to the van....After that, d track was come to us, every1 start runnng n sccreaming till all ppl gone down to d van.

That's really a scarely memories,if d track didnt stop, will i cn bk to Msia n c my parents??????Thanks gods is really help us..........to get off dis accident........

Ambulances were fast come n send us to hospital.we really gd luck didnt have d serious injury.......Juz i nid to go bk Sin n did a minor operation on my nose....After dis incident, i know that, a ppl is really cnt do d bad things......cz thr will be have sum bad return if do that....

Lun@ B@R

Aida was promise me few times to go Luna bar, but everytime didnt make it due to some of d reasons. So dis time i bk i was telling her that must be thr. And She did it wht she promise me!!!!Finally we get thr!!!!And Order some drinks!!!!Enjoy the enviornment, drinks and views to relax and out of the work stress!!!!Dis make me more and more love dis place... :p

Lychee Martini

Nice View, Environment

Wif Frzzzzzz

Ninja Et Moi

Weng Xiog & Aida

Wht Joe doing thr???

Whole ppl

Ninja & Aida

@ Luna Bar

Aida's Favourite

Phuket!!!!

I was rush to d bus station, it was 1130pm...Luckily the bus driver was wait for me...If not i will mis d bus and d flight...Was excited cz was long time didnt meet all my lovely frz....I miss them so much....

Was arriving in KL around 530am, Lai was waiting in d bus stattion to pick me up..That's wht she promise me(Thanks a lot frz, to lost d sleeping time n pick me up)....We were chatting till 8am then went to sleep.Long time i had not have dis nice, sweet and quite sleeping time!!!Thanks for your sofa Lai....

We were wake up at 12noon, and rushed to KL Sentral and went to LCCT. Maybe we are think that's early so we went for our lunch!!!!Shit!!!was 12:45pm, we quickly went down...Unfortunely d guide was mentioned d bus was gone!!!Sad we have to wait another half an hour bus to LCCT.Dis time we quickly go n brought d Browie at Famous Amous and a cup f coffee at starbuck then bk to sit inside d bus....Finally, d bus was moving.....

Luckily, the bus was arrived at LCCT arund 2pm. SO we still have time to check in!!!!Dis time was more "pai seh" cz we queue d wrong line. Almost 2:45pm then we finish check in.After that, we went 4 boarding!!!!

Finally, we are arrived in Phuket airport after 1hour and 15 min fllight...Finally i cn drink water.So i pass the Kastam, and picked up our laguage and walked out the airport to get the transport to hotel.Finally all done, but tat's a long journey to hotel.It take alomost 1 hour to thr.Was sitting down at the lobby and wait for d other 3 ppl to lead us to the room!!!!When we are waitng was took some pic of d hotel. Although the hotel is small and the outside surface is not nice, when u step in to the lobby and room u would feel the diffirent things!!!!Should try for it!!!

After put down all the laguage,and walk around the patong beach, was have a lot of seafood restaurant here...Was walk around and took some pic n looked for the shop to went for massage. Finally, we went for our 1st dinner. D dinner is delicious, we have order crabs, vegetable, tom yam soup....Maybe is we too hungry, not ready to take pic was finish all the food ;p

After that, we went to buy the souvinor. We all have bargain the price wif the gocery but is unsuccessful!!!!!!But William was helping us, finally we get d price that we 1.

After that, we were bk to our White Sand Resort to leave down all the things. Dis time, we went to pui's room n look for the pants that they brought from the grocery. U never know that, they juz use 4 RM 10 then buy all the pants.....By the way, william was doing his fashion show in their room n showing us!!!!We were laughing thr!!!!

Pui Always said "i bk msia i cn open a stall wif u in Nite Market" That's true, that much of pants that he brought!!!This really true that wht pui said!!!!

After that we went to Bangala Road to visit all the pub n disco...Look for the difficence wif Thai and Msia.We was order d drinks. The environment is nice but d drink really not in the international level even a simple cocktail!!!!

The next day, we are wake up in the early morning to have our early breakfast!!!!!Was excited cz long time didnt have the buffet breakfast!!!!!Ohh my God!!!!!Dis is the 1st sentence that i told myself after i saw all the setting of d restaurant????Cz thr is no settig thr!!!After that we reliase that, d breakfast is set not buffet!!!!After go through the menu and ordered.We juz seat thr n wait for the breakfast.

After our breakfast, we wnet to rent a car and go around the phuket town and the whole Phuket!!!Afer rent d car, we go around the karon Beach...

After Dis we went go the biggest shopping complex in Phuket to buy all d souvinor and d Food supply....After shopping we went for our lunch!!!!!Dis time we go 4 McDonal.....Cz we would like to try their MC Pork Ribs.....and d most important is d pie cz there have d corn n yam flavour....

After dis we went back to patong beach n go beach to enjoy the sun, sea and sand to enjoy the lovely day!!!!!Then we bk and take shower and went out for dinner.....Around 11pm then we go for our dinner wif seafood and dessert!!!By d time, we are in d hote is alomost 1am....We packed our laguage and sleep diectly cz we are too tired!!!!D next day, after our breakfast we go for a short shopping as well in Patong Beach!!!!Was reliase on d 1st day, all d shop in Patong will not open too early....Almost 1130am then they willl open their business...Around 12noon then we check out and run to airport to return d car 2 d rental shop. we must put full petrol when we return. D petrol here is quite expensive, juz use 4 a day it cost almost RM40......Dis is a great exprience in Phuket....

Sadn3ss Tim3

After from the study time, time rreally become the things that i short off!!!! From dissertation, final exam ,internship and start working....i really never have time for myself to take a proper rest....No time? NO!!!STRESS???? NO!!!!Just i put too much of things on myself, izit i need to take a long vacation to take a proper rest or should go for wht in my mind!!!!If go for it, i really lost a lot of things!!! Maybe what i said is true, at dis moment rest is the first priority to do!!!!!i thk should be a lot of frz will ask why my primary photo will put 'hurt me so much'. So a gv ur all an answer....Try to appreciate wht u have rite now dunt like me when lost it then will thk that is nid to appreciate!!!!Now im at the sadness level, really nid time to recover myself. I understand that i should not like dis, but i really nid an answer, if i have dis answer......i will do it desi. ( Remove the primary photo)...Dunt wori my frz, Joe will be bk soon....Let me have some time ok!!!Maybe after dis travel i will be bk... As u all know that, travel or go somewhere else always is my best way to avoid all the issue happened...Maybe did sadness is really i didnt appreciate wht i have know. Anyway, no matter u have read dis blog or not i oso would like to thanks u, cz i really taught me somethings...Thanks...... I have a frz said that im a person that frz is my first priority, that's true....but where is my best sis, i really nid your help!!!Although is bz plz try to contact me ok!!!Im quite hurt now....But i thk it dis would not be come true...cz u all really bz!!!i hope August i bk u all will listen to me....I mis u all n nid your advise to make the decision for me!!!! ;p To all my frz that knw wht happend, thanks for your concern...i will be recover...wait for me ok!!!!!i will be bk....

My Holidays ^-^

My 1st Birthday in Singapore at K - Box (12 May 2007)

AT K-Box with a Celebration (12 May 2007)

Our Third around party at our house(12 May 2007)

This is our gathering, in the other way oso consider as Peace and me birthday party!!!Was as same a bz at hotel, last min OT till 6pm!Was hurry to rush bk home then go to VIVO City to had our dinner with all my lovely frz.....Dunt balma and angry me ok sori to said im late for the dinner!!!!After our nice dinner in the good environment we were bk to  AMK for our K-Box as the second aound!!!!After that, we have the 3nd round at our house to cont the party!!!! Was enjoy a lot my frz!!!R u d same!!!!

Batam (23 May 2007)

BATAM View REsort (23 May 2007)

Enjoy Our Trip (23 May 2007)

Was a long tiem never been to travel, was pack my laguagge n follow Thong  Audrey to Batam For 2D1N trip...We was check in to the Batam Vuew Resort and go around the whole hotel. At night we was go to massage. Fro all the tiredness till relax and fall a sleep!!!!The next day,we are foing the town to shoppiing....Althoug is cheap, we really buy a lot of stuff bk to Sin and M'sia..After reached to Sin Jetty, i was rushed bk home to arrange my stuff  and directly to the Golden Mile Complex to took the 930pm bus bk to Kuala Lumpur.....

Gathering wif Aida, May and Stephanie

My New Hair Style.....I love it vyvyvy Much

Hagaa Dazes at Lot 10, We having the Chocolate Foundue....Love it

AT Dome with Lai Thin

At Chilies KLCC

Was Bk to Kuala Lumour for 5 days, most of the time i was use to accompnay my parents!!!The 1st day i was go for facial.Do not know the facial nice or i really tired  i was fall asleep during the treatment!!!After that, i as go out with Aida to have the choco foudue at Hagaas Dazes...Yummmmmmy!!!!Aida  love it?????Hope u really enjoy it.....

3njoy My Comfortable D@ys

A lot of things you never ever aspect....frm all the discussion it will be changed!!!!Like changeing the whole plan!!!Although is changing, the most important is you enjoy the whole incident!!!I was the one!!!How about you my frz....

Last week, i was enjoy three confortable days in Singapore. That because there had long time didnt play a around like this three days. Although had to work (is tired), the trip is a good rest for us. So, must thanks the ppl who come and visited us....

In Cafe 45, was has an "agrued" with Shuan... Cz i had suggested to go Sentosa and Clubbing on that nite..But Shaun would like to go Zoo..(How was the result lastly????You will know when you continue reading!!!!)On the same nite, Shaun was treated us dinner at Crossroad while waiting James and Thong. Thanks a lot Shuan for the dinner next round i will treat you bk ok!At the same time, we have a good chatting as well......A lot of story never aspect to know, we know the result oso.....

Was 1145pm, we left crossroad, cz Thong was finished work. Before we went to Clark Quay...Audrey was bk....(so she cnt enjoy the funniest and scret story that we having thr- dunt be sad you will know later on...hehhe)

  (we didnt Drink, juz the weather was hot...)

So this is the answer, that we discuss...We didnt go Clubbing....but we having a drink beside the Singapore River...Have a nice view and enjoy on that  night. Although i was working from morning till evening, but i still enjoy and forgot all the tired. You never thk that, they are order the Beer Tower...(Aida, you cum i bring u along and drink, i had try is really not that nice).Face is red, but both of us didnt drink the beer, is bcz too hot.So, after all the tower was arounds 2am, Shuan was  "push" a round the topic within few ppl. From finished drinks and started again. On that nite was bk home around 3am. Was tired, the same morning had to wake up at 830am.....to continue the plan that we discussed....

The 1st alarm was rung at 830am,Peace and me didnt bored about that. We are continue slept....So we are left the house at 930am....As wht i told Shaun, mentioned meet at 10am is the best timing cz sure have ppl late. So both of us, are the two!Sorry Kai, we are late and let you waited for almost 45 min. But we are not the latest lah....1130am then we are satrted our journey......We are become the pirmary student to have a day trip to Zoo...(These is the second answer...Hahaha, never aspect rite!!!Sorry Audrey next time i go with you again ok!).... Although we be the primary student but we are enjoying the trip....(NO SAD, NO UNHAPPY, NO WORK, NO DISSCUSSION....there onli have HAPPINEST, ENJOYING, LAUGHING)....

(You saw sumthings Funny.....If not look at Shuan and Thong - He is bully the animal)

(Look at the Tiger, so lazy)

(Affrica & Singapore Elephant)

(Asian - Singapore Elephant)

(Peace And James at Animal Zoo)

(Happy Family)

(We Had a great dinner at great place)

A lot of things you never ever aspect....frm all the discussion it will be changed!!!!Like changeing the whole plan!!!Although is changing, the most important is you enjoy the whole incident!!!I was the one!!!How about you my frz....

Last week, i was enjoy three confortable days in Singapore. That because there had long time didnt play a around like this three days. Although had to work (is tired), the trip is a good rest for us. So, must thanks the ppl who come and visited us....

In Cafe 45, was has an "agrued" with Shuan... Cz i had suggested to go Sentosa and Clubbing on that nite..But Shaun would like to go Zoo..(How was the result lastly????You will know when you continue reading!!!!)On the same nite, Shaun was treated us dinner at Crossroad while waiting James and Thong. Thanks a lot Shuan for the dinner next round i will treat you bk ok!At the same time, we have a good chatting as well......A lot of story never aspect to know, we know the result oso.....

Was 1145pm, we left crossroad, cz Thong was finished work. Before we went to Clark Quay...Audrey was bk....(so she cnt enjoy the funniest and scret story that we having thr- dunt be sad you will know later on...hehhe)

  (we didnt Drink, juz the weather was hot...)

So this is the answer, that we discuss...We didnt go Clubbing....but we having a drink beside the Singapore River...Have a nice view and enjoy on that  night. Although i was working from morning till evening, but i still enjoy and forgot all the tired. You never thk that, they are order the Beer Tower...(Aida, you cum i bring u along and drink, i had try is really not that nice).Face is red, but both of us didnt drink the beer, is bcz too hot.So, after all the tower was arounds 2am, Shuan was  "push" a round the topic within few ppl. From finished drinks and started again. On that nite was bk home around 3am. Was tired, the same morning had to wake up at 830am.....to continue the plan that we discussed....

The 1st alarm was rung at 830am,Peace and me didnt bored about that. We are continue slept....So we are left the house at 930am....As wht i told Shaun, mentioned meet at 10am is the best timing cz sure have ppl late. So both of us, are the two!Sorry Kai, we are late and let you waited for almost 45 min. But we are not the latest lah....1130am then we are satrted our journey......We are become the pirmary student to have a day trip to Zoo...(These is the second answer...Hahaha, never aspect rite!!!Sorry Audrey next time i go with you again ok!).... Although we be the primary student but we are enjoying the trip....(NO SAD, NO UNHAPPY, NO WORK, NO DISSCUSSION....there onli have HAPPINEST, ENJOYING, LAUGHING)....

(You saw sumthings Funny.....If not look at Shuan and Thong - He is bully the animal)

(Look at the Tiger, so lazy)

(Affrica & Singapore Elephant)

(Asian - Singapore Elephant)

(Peace And James at Animal Zoo)

(Happy Family)

(We Had a great dinner at great place)

A Sick Day

was be in Singapore almost one and half months...Dis is the 1st time that i was sick... Is really bad....No choice looo who ask me to ask that food, now become worst!Was no mood on my dinner last night, although peace is beside me. I really bad... I hate sore tought!Because f dis fever oso will continue cuming. Was searching around who have the Panadol but i didnt get it!When i hopeless, Thong thanks for sharing your hands wif me. Im was so touching when i saw the Panadol.....Thanks a lot..... So the dinner is worth it to treat lah... Dunt worried my debts will clear one day!!!!

Really hate sick, no mood to eat...Everythings no taste.....SAD lah :'(, whocan share sum delicious food wif me!I i miss all the M'sia food especially......i mis it!

My dear frzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, when im sick where are you all...i need help!!!!!!when be free to hang out like last time till 4 or 5 am!!!!and some of the creamy bath?Aida how? Still on it!